~THERE IS NOTHING MORE BEAUTIFUL AND HONEST THAN A CHIL'S SMILE~ THE FIRST DAYS WERE VERY GOOD, HE WAS A VERY ALERT BABY, HE CRIED A LOT AND AFTER WE GOT HOME I HAD LOTS OF SLEEPLESS NIGHTS. BUT I HAVE NEVER THOUGHT OF IT AS A PROBLEM, NO, I TOOK ALL THESE NIGHTS AS PRECIOUS MEMORIES, HOURS THAT I SPENT WITH MY SON, TRYING TO MAKE HIM CALM. TO TELL THE TRUTH I AM A NIGHT OWL TOO. BUT AT TWO MONTHS, HE DIDN'T WAKE UP. I KNEW THAT SOMETHING WAS WRONG SO I RUSHED TO HIS ROOM AND FOUND MY BOY LYING IN THE BED, HE WAS BLUE. WE CALLED AMBULANCE, WHERE WE WERE TOLD THAT BEBBAH HAD AN EPILEPTIC FIT. I FELT AWFUL. IT WAS HORRIBLE I COULDN'T BELIEVE THAT WAS HAPPENING TO US. CAMERON WAS IN HOSPITAL FOR A WEEK, BUT IN THE NEXT MONTHS MUCH MORE FITS CAME. TWO-THREE TIMES A WEEK. WE KNEW WHAT TO DO, BUT IT WAS VERY TIRING FOR ME AND FOR MY SON TOO. WE SPENT A LOT OF TIMES IN HOSPITAL IN THE FIRST YEAR BUT IT WASN'T JUST ABOUT MEDICINES AND DOCTORS. BEING A MOTHER WAS WONDERFUL! TO SEE HIS FIRST TOOTH, FIRST STEPS AND EVERY SINGLE BEAUTIFUL SMILE, HEAR HIS FIRST WORDS, PLAYING WITH HIM AND TEACHING HIM EVERY DAY... IT WAS AMAZING. I HAD A BEAUTIFUL SON, EVERYONE LOVED HIM AND TOLD ME HOW GORGEOUS HE WAS. AND I WAS SO, SO PROUD OF HIM - MY BABY. HE WAS MY EVERYTHING. MY LIFE. MY HEART BEATING OUTSIDE OF ME. MY BIGGEST PASSION AND LOVE. JUST TRULY WONDERFUL WHAT HE WAS.