HELLO BEBBAH, GOOD MORNING MY LITTLE BLUE-EYED PRINCE. I MISS YOU SO MUCH TODAY. I WISH YOU WERE HERE. IT'S SOOO HARD WITHOUT YOU THERE BOO, I DON'T KNOW HOW I WILL GET OVER ALL THIS I DON'T KNOW IF IT WILL HAPPEN ANYWAY. I TRY TO IMAGINE YOU IN HEAVEN. MY BEAUTIFUL LITTLE MAN PLAYING WITH THE ANGELS AND HAVE A PAIR OF SHINING WINGS, HE SMILES BACK AT ME AS HE DID IN THE PAST. YOU ARE A HAPPY ANGEL DON'T YOU. YOU PLAY ALL DAY LONG TIL THE MINUTE YOU GET SOOO TIRED THAT YOU HAVE TO LAY DOWN YOUR LITTLE HEAD AND REST YOUR WINGS FOR A WHILE. HOW I WISH YOU WERE PLAYING IN OUR GARDEN WITH ME AND DADDY. WHAT WE WOULD NOT GIVE TO HAVE YOU BACK WITH US AGAIN OUR BEAUTIFUL BEBBAH BOO. WELL, I HAVE TO GO FOR NOW LITTLE BOY. ME AND JAN WILL GO TO SHOPPING AND THAN I WILL VISIT YOUR SPECIAL GRAVE AND SEND YOU A BALLOON. I WILL COME ON WHEN I CAN TO SPEAK TO YOU AGAIN. IT'S MADE ME FEEL A BIT BETTER TODAY I IMAGINE THAT YOU HEAR MY WORDS. CUDDLE UP WITH YOUR BIM-BAM TEDDY AND WAIT FOR THE BALLOON YOU WILL HAVE SOON. I LOVE YOU AND SENDING YOU BIG MAMMY KISSES. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX MAMMY XX